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Monday, November 30th, 2009

musesfool

9:09p I met you at the station in Ronkonkoma So, we had a committee meeting today, and I swear to god, I thought someone was going to start throwing things. Writing the minutes up should be an interesting exercise in doublespeak. Board meeting tomorrow, and then I am done, DONE I TELL YOU, until January. I mean, I still have to work etc., but the craziness should abate. I hope. I am tired. And it makes it really hard for me to write. Witness the tiny writing round-up! November 2009 Writing Roundup swim in my blood when it's warm Supernatural; Sam/Dean; pg; spoilers through 5.04; 3,434 words Sam's seeing everything clearly now. your ears tuned to the roar Supernatural; Jo, Ellen; pg; spoilers through 5.10; 1,510 words In which Jo grows up. * Top 5 Songs - November 2009 6. Levon - Elton John 5. Song to the Siren - Sheila Chandra 4. Set the Story Straight - Tom McRae 3. Somebody to Love - Glee cast version 2. The Shape I Found You In - Girlyman 1. Psalms 40:2 - the Mountain Goats * BSG folk, you totally need to watch this vid about the frakked up relationship between Bill Adama and Starbuck: Like My Very Own Blood by jarrow. It's FANTASTIC. Creepy and utterly heartbreaking and just... takes the idea that Adama made Starbuck into his second son, his replacement for Zak, to its logical conclusion, including the damage it inflicts on her, him, and Lee. And of course Kara accepts it, clings to it - how does she know any better? *cuddles her* Really well done, and you know how bad I am at getting vids, but this one made total sense to me. * This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/101593.html. people have commented there. current mood: exhausted current music: Like a Luminous Girl - Mike Doughty

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Sunday, November 29th, 2009

musesfool

9:25p lay out two or three good hits tonight Dear Sam, I am trying to get you laid. It would be easier if you weren't such an angsty motherfucker. Stop being so difficult! It's sex! It's supposed to be fun! No wonder most of the porn I write is about Dean. He rarely gives me this kind of trouble. Why can't you be more like your brother? frustratedly, me PS: Yes, I understand everyone you sleep with dies. I...am not breaking that streak. Um, sorry? I blame canon. Still, though. Sex! You should be less angsty about it! *** Holy shit, Jane Lynch is doing commercials for X-Box in which she is in character as Sue Sylvester. And they sing "Carry On Wayward Son." And the mother is a fan of Greco-Roman wrestling (i.e., oiled half-naked men getting sweaty together). I feel like this is some kind of crazy fannish collision. I am amused. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/101306.html. people have commented there. current mood: amused current music: Ravens v. Steelers on tv

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12:42p who got the will and the way Writing is hard. So I updated unfitforsociety instead, with 15 recs for November 2009: * 3 Supernatural * 3 crossovers * 2 White Collar * 2 Harry Potter * 2 Star Trek Reboot * 1 each Big Bang Theory, Dark Angel, and Psych *** Every time I listen to the Black Keys, I wonder why they haven't been used on SPN yet (if they were, I missed it). Dean could shock Sam by listening to something that was produced after 1979, but that still sounds like it came from the early '70s. Heh. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/100934.html. people have commented there. current mood: frustrated current music: Give Your Heart Away - the Black Keys

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Saturday, November 28th, 2009

musesfool

8:04p she has fancy clothes and diamond rings The uploading continues apace. I am almost ready to stop for the evening and maybe try to write. Or something. I miss writing. It's been days since I did any. Sigh. I was uploading a lot of the codas I wrote in season 2, when I was still in the first flush of fandom love, and wow, season 2 was good for codas. I think I wrote at least one (sometimes more than one) for almost every episode. I miss that, too. * Tonight for dinner I made a roast loin of pork. It was very tasty. I combined garlic powder, onion powder, oregano, and basil in about a tablespoon of olive oil (for easy spreading), along with a couple of teaspoons of brown sugar and a large splash of vanilla (for years, I wouldn't tell my mother about the brown sugar and vanilla, and she couldn't replicate the taste. Heh.). Rub that on, top with a few pats of butter, and then cook until the internal temperature is 160°F. It was very tasty and juicy and good. * This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/100853.html. people have commented there. current mood: melancholy current music: baby, if you wanna be wild, you got a lot to learn

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Friday, November 27th, 2009

musesfool

11:40p backpage news down in the neighborhood I don't really care about so much about the plots on White Collar. They just keep giving me tasty OT3 stuff and I'm content. I've spent most of the day uploading stuff to the AO3. It allows me to feel productive when I can't write. I have too many goddamn stories, though. angelgazing pointed out that I will never be done uploading because I write faster than I upload. Though possibly this is no longer the case. I don't know. I have been having my usual late autumn/early winter problems getting motivated. Since the archive takes so long to upload, I am also rereading some favorite stories (I don't have to pay as close attention to rereads - I can skim and skip and be interrupted without losing anything, 'cause I've already read them before). I keep getting errors, unfortunately, which is slowing things down even more. Technology is not my friend. I know lots of people are excited by tagging their stories in all sorts of ways, but I am doing what I find useful and that's it. As long as I get the characters/pairing on there, and maybe if it's a casefile or an episode tag, that's about the extent of my interest. Maybe if I upload my HP stuff, I'll split the Remus/Sirius out by era, like I have it in my tags on LJ, but mostly I don't care about the tags. *hides* Also, I wish there were a place in the profile to link to a warnings policy, and that that link could just automatically be included on every story. Because I am just using the "No Primary Warnings Apply" which isn't the same as "no warnings needed" but 99% of my stuff is "no warnings needed" and I'd like to be able to say that somewhere, since it isn't a choice on the warnings field. I guess I could make it a tag, but I never think of it. I wish it were automatic. Hmm... *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/100505.html. people have commented there. current mood: lazy current music: Boom Boom Boom - the Iguanas

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Thursday, November 26th, 2009

musesfool

10:24p he's done it with just one hand most of the time Happy Thanksgiving to those who are celebrating! Happy Thursday to those who are not. I hope everyone had a lovely day, regardless. My day began with BACON and PIE and ended with FOOTBALL and PIE, and in between there was stuffing and homemade cheese macaroni and turkey that was actually moist and tasty (!!), and more family shenanigans than you could shake a stick at. My brother was in rare form tonight, and basically had the whole table in stitches for most of the meal. Mostly at my expense, but eh, that's not new. and unfortunately, the Giants are capping off the day by sucking like unto a hoover, but I am too full and sleepy to care too much. I am thankful for my family, my friends - including you guys - my health, and my job. Man, a year ago at this time, I was a week away from being laid off. I'm still a little freaked out by how that went, still anxious and lacking in confidence sometimes, but I'm so glad I found a new job quickly, and one that I mostly like, for people and an organization that I like. (I'm also grateful that I have tomorrow off and I don't have to use a day - it's one of our holidays. Mmm...sleeping in...) I'm grateful I have health insurance and can pay my rent and that I have an apartment I love. I'm thankful for fandom, not just because of all the great stories to read and the feeling of having people who get my excitement about various shows and characters, but because of all the great people I've met and become friends with, who've made my life richer and better and more fun all around. *hugs* And also, I am thankful for PIE, and I would share some with you all if I could. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/100175.html. people have commented there. current mood: sleepy current music: Giants v. Broncos on tv

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Wednesday, November 25th, 2009

musesfool

10:41p mama, put my guns in the ground Criminal Minds ( spoilers ) *** Maybe I will try to write. I would like to post one more story this month, if possible, before I buckle down on yuletide and broken toys. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/100016.html. people have commented there. current mood: lethargic current music: Knockin' On Heaven's Door - G'n'R

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11:55a some days, there's nothing left to learn So I have this thing where I reverse numbers all the time, e.g., I usually have to redial new to me phone numbers two or three times because I switch the order of the numbers, etc. NOTE TO SELF: NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE DYSLEXIC WITH ROMAN NUMERALS! *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/99809.html. people have commented there. current mood: busy current music: i saved the world today - eurythmics

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Tuesday, November 24th, 2009

musesfool

11:44p with a red guitar on fire For tonight's bout of stress baking, I made blueberry boy bait (as recommended by devildoll), which came out well, I think (I am taking half to work and half to the parents), but I also think it needs more blueberries. Clearly I need to double the amount next time. And possibly make it in cupcake tins or my mini-loaf pan. Hmm... Maybe one day I'll be like a real food blogger and remember to take pictures of stuff before I slice into it and wrap it up. Today was not that day. On my ride home tonight (I was at work late again), I listened to Adam Raised a Cain a few times and vidded it in my head. I would be the most literal vidder ever. Anyway. I know I say this all the time, but where is the Sam Winchester vid to this song? WHERE IS IT? I think this season has provided more awesome footage for someone to do this. ( the lyrics, in case you missed them the first 100 times I mentioned this idea ) Seriously, if I had minions, I would make one of them vid this for me. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/99442.html. people have commented there. current mood: sleepy current music: desire - u2

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musesfool

2:07p big fish, little fish some days, the bear definitely eats you. favorite repeated typos of today: RPF for RFP partners hips for partnerships *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/99128.html. people have commented there. current mood: stressed current music: down by the water - pj harvey

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Monday, November 23rd, 2009

musesfool

11:01p please tell me we'll stop for popcorn on the way Big Bang Theory ( spoilers ) *** Castle I don't think I like Beckett's hair. It's too...helmety. Or something. ( spoilers ) *happy sigh* Castle is my happy place. Now I need to sleep because I have to be in early tomorrow for meetings. Ugh. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/99055.html. people have commented there. current mood: sleepy

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Sunday, November 22nd, 2009

musesfool

11:44a fic: your ears tuned to the roar (SPN; Jo, Ellen; gen) your ears tuned to the roar Supernatural; Jo, Ellen; pg; spoilers through 5.10; 1,510 words In which Jo grows up. Thanks to angelgazing for handholding and title-wrangling. ( your ears tuned to the roar ) ~*~ Feedback is adored. ~*~ This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/98389.html. people have commented there. current mood: hungry current music: Rhiannon - Fleetwood Mac

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Saturday, November 21st, 2009

musesfool

9:33p i am riddled like the tide Sigh. My cake didn't rise, and worse, it tastes like failure. *crosses that recipe off the list* On the upside, there was reviewing of yuletide source. Now I just have to figure out what I'm writing. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/98189.html. people have commented there. current mood: quixotic current music: Song to the Siren - Sheila Chandra

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musesfool

4:32p be at least three days til she knows her heart has been broken Okay, this is the plan for hiatus: 1. yuletide 2. Broken Toys 3. the 5.10 story I'm working on right now (I keep having to stop because it's making me cry! That never happens to me when I write!) 4. The Dean-Michael dream story 5. Drought Conditions (casefile) 6. Nothing but Winter in my Cup (casefile) 7. the Dean/Sam/Pam story That's quite a lot, considering November and December are usually the time of my fannish malaise. This song is not helping with the crying, iTunes! Now, though, I think I am going to bake a cake. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/98022.html. people have commented there. current mood: ambitious current music: Leaving Atlanta - Vienna Teng

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musesfool

1:58a across the fields of mourning, lights in the distance Oy, this day. Or, well, yesterday, at this point. The less said, the better. And did I mention I got my period this morning? oy. I left work late - I think I was the only person left in the office - and all I wanted was to come home and watch this week's Friday Night Lights. But the file I dl'd wouldn't play on WMP or QT or even VLC. I updated DivX and it wouldn't play on that either. So I deleted it, rebooted, and redownloaded, and it worked. I thought I might actually get through the episode without crying. I don't know why I thought that. I don't think it's ever happened, and it certainly did not happen tonight. Friday Night Lights: A Sort of Homecoming ( spoilers ) *** Okay, I just asked this in meret's comments, but ( spoilers for SPN s5 that's aired so far ) *** *yawn* Man, I totally need to sleep. *** This entry at DW: http://musesfool.dreamwidth.org/97606.html. people have commented there. current mood: sleepy

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